irrelevant trivia

I don't know why i have an intense feeling to ramble around with a car right now Maybe I'll stop by any coffee shop and I'll drink hot chocolate and I'll flirt with the girl sitting next to me

then I'll get back to my car and play "gary jules-mad world, then I'll smoke a marlboro cigarette and meditate

then I get back home to go work tomorrow

N.B I am not a smoker
I dun have a car

(1)
I don't know why, when it comes to that aspect of my life i just can't get cool and easy, You know what I'm talking about for sure hah;)

It's full of chaos here pals..
Decisions, actions or maybe a word of mouth may change the course of your life and while you're diving on the consequences of your decision you just hope to get back to the shore and reconsider

In some cases you're not just allowed to think, You're just stuck
and the greatest irony You don't know if ur decison in the 1st place was valid or not

You're just co-exisiting with the consequences ..

(2)
From my own humble opinion , Successful people are those who has a very clear vision and a very strong will to achieve it

Behind every mishap lies a great opportunity
So if you let life's hits bounces you back to a higher status than your previous one
it needs patience
it needs persisitence
it needs great faith in God 1st and yourself

ME NOW

Minding my own business
Trying as much as can to be get closer to God
Asking myself frequently "Am I on the right track?"
Dreading tomorrow
Optimistic
Confused



FIGHTING

I missed the "ART of LIVING"

I am so futuristic to the degree that i may miss all the present

For dummies

OILFIELD

I have mixed feelings towards the career of a petroleum engineer

I'll graduate after two years isa and assuming that I will take one year doing the military service and one year job hunting so I have about 4 years to start my career

Ok

The career

A field engineer

In my two trainings I had mixed feelings of thrill, nostalgia, worry, companionship and some unnamed feelings

But when I think that this would be my life I just get very worried
When I think that I am gonna spend my considerable time of my life in a desert I get just worried..

But sometimes I think that I am gonna spend about three or four years in the oilfield then I'll take any managerial position

but anyway Life became very irritating it takes decisions!!

Always there's another option

Reservoir engineer

Mainly office work


God will grant me the best
amen

Why

Why do I sometimes cry for no apparent reason?