After a hard day like mine today
Enter your room
Close the door
turn off all the lights
play a soothing music
relax on bed
Build your parallel world
Dive in it
More and More
Build your imaginary friends and lovers
Live with them for a while in your life the way you want
then turn off all your lights
and sleep with a sign of gratitude to God in your face
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Friday, January 9, 2009
Production Engineering
Tomorrow you'll start your mid-year exams
(1)
But I am still thinking that It's very shameful that there are alot of very irrelevant and trivial things can alter my mood and can switch me from being serene and happy to a very wrathy idiot.
(2)
It's like I am paying the toll of the happy 2008
I am aware of the existence of some major problems in my perceptions and attitude and I should change the "state of mind" that I've been developing for the past years It's like I'm half involved in everything I do, I conditioned myself to worng orientations and I also the think that the source of all these pains is just I can't answer this very simple question
What's happiness to you Ahmed?
Ironically, I deliberately do alot of things which -I for goddamn certain know- that these things will just lead me to a feeling of great hollowness and emptiness..
I am not comfortable
Maybe it's the atmosphere around me
Maybe it's my friends
maybe it's global warming
But certainly It's me
mmm Ok I am gonna take a shower to solve some exams as a practice for tomorrow's Exam
c ya
(1)
But I am still thinking that It's very shameful that there are alot of very irrelevant and trivial things can alter my mood and can switch me from being serene and happy to a very wrathy idiot.
(2)
It's like I am paying the toll of the happy 2008
I am aware of the existence of some major problems in my perceptions and attitude and I should change the "state of mind" that I've been developing for the past years It's like I'm half involved in everything I do, I conditioned myself to worng orientations and I also the think that the source of all these pains is just I can't answer this very simple question
What's happiness to you Ahmed?
Ironically, I deliberately do alot of things which -I for goddamn certain know- that these things will just lead me to a feeling of great hollowness and emptiness..
I am not comfortable
Maybe it's the atmosphere around me
Maybe it's my friends
maybe it's global warming
But certainly It's me
mmm Ok I am gonna take a shower to solve some exams as a practice for tomorrow's Exam
c ya
Friday, December 12, 2008
Announcement
I really hate gays
And i don't mean homosexuals although i also hate 'em
But I mean those people who're faking happiness
Although the don't harm me and I only sympathize with them
But it just freaks me out the way they behave
Are they all aware that they're faking it
Am I a gay in disguise?
And i don't mean homosexuals although i also hate 'em
But I mean those people who're faking happiness
Although the don't harm me and I only sympathize with them
But it just freaks me out the way they behave
Are they all aware that they're faking it
Am I a gay in disguise?
Monday, December 1, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
irrelevant trivia
I don't know why i have an intense feeling to ramble around with a car right now Maybe I'll stop by any coffee shop and I'll drink hot chocolate and I'll flirt with the girl sitting next to me
then I'll get back to my car and play "gary jules-mad world, then I'll smoke a marlboro cigarette and meditate
then I get back home to go work tomorrow
N.B I am not a smoker
I dun have a car
then I'll get back to my car and play "gary jules-mad world, then I'll smoke a marlboro cigarette and meditate
then I get back home to go work tomorrow
N.B I am not a smoker
I dun have a car
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
(1)
I don't know why, when it comes to that aspect of my life i just can't get cool and easy, You know what I'm talking about for sure hah;)
It's full of chaos here pals..
Decisions, actions or maybe a word of mouth may change the course of your life and while you're diving on the consequences of your decision you just hope to get back to the shore and reconsider
In some cases you're not just allowed to think, You're just stuck
and the greatest irony You don't know if ur decison in the 1st place was valid or not
You're just co-exisiting with the consequences ..
(2)
From my own humble opinion , Successful people are those who has a very clear vision and a very strong will to achieve it
Behind every mishap lies a great opportunity
So if you let life's hits bounces you back to a higher status than your previous one
it needs patience
it needs persisitence
it needs great faith in God 1st and yourself
I don't know why, when it comes to that aspect of my life i just can't get cool and easy, You know what I'm talking about for sure hah;)
It's full of chaos here pals..
Decisions, actions or maybe a word of mouth may change the course of your life and while you're diving on the consequences of your decision you just hope to get back to the shore and reconsider
In some cases you're not just allowed to think, You're just stuck
and the greatest irony You don't know if ur decison in the 1st place was valid or not
You're just co-exisiting with the consequences ..
(2)
From my own humble opinion , Successful people are those who has a very clear vision and a very strong will to achieve it
Behind every mishap lies a great opportunity
So if you let life's hits bounces you back to a higher status than your previous one
it needs patience
it needs persisitence
it needs great faith in God 1st and yourself
Monday, November 3, 2008
ME NOW
Minding my own business
Trying as much as can to be get closer to God
Asking myself frequently "Am I on the right track?"
Dreading tomorrow
Optimistic
Confused
FIGHTING
Trying as much as can to be get closer to God
Asking myself frequently "Am I on the right track?"
Dreading tomorrow
Optimistic
Confused
FIGHTING
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