Rules for Renegades

"Life is a state of mind"

sometimes I feel like I need to grab you from your hand and run away till we reach a place we can call safe

Why do I have this great disbelief in you or myself?

Why do so small irrelevant trivia alter my mood?

Why am I that Vulnerable?

I need to build fences
strengthen myself
Find my passion
It may take years
or even a life time
but as you've read somewhere before
the thrill is in the journey itself
You're life is a total unique path
and to reach your desired destination
the one that your soul yearns to
you should accept the fact that you are an outcast
don't compare yourself with anyone
don't compare your life with anybody's life
Do things that fit you the most
wear things that you like the most
Run
Read
Mate
Draw
Write
Pray
Sleep
Laugh
Cry
Love
Fly
Fall down
Have the will to rise again
Rise
Fall
Laugh in between

Do it your way
Do it your way
Do it your way

Have the courage to do it your way

Please read this post more often

Ya Ahmed Ya Ibrahim

Believe in me
I know you've waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes The Weak become the Strong

Believe in me
Sometime life's not what it seems
Believe in me
Cause i was born for chasing dreams

Try this

After a hard day like mine today
Enter your room
Close the door
turn off all the lights
play a soothing music
relax on bed
Build your parallel world
Dive in it
More and More
Build your imaginary friends and lovers
Live with them for a while in your life the way you want
then turn off all your lights
and sleep with a sign of gratitude to God in your face

Production Engineering

Tomorrow you'll start your mid-year exams

(1)
But I am still thinking that It's very shameful that there are alot of very irrelevant and trivial things can alter my mood and can switch me from being serene and happy to a very wrathy idiot.

(2)

It's like I am paying the toll of the happy 2008
I am aware of the existence of some major problems in my perceptions and attitude and I should change the "state of mind" that I've been developing for the past years It's like I'm half involved in everything I do, I conditioned myself to worng orientations and I also the think that the source of all these pains is just I can't answer this very simple question

What's happiness to you Ahmed?

Ironically, I deliberately do alot of things which -I for goddamn certain know- that these things will just lead me to a feeling of great hollowness and emptiness..


I am not comfortable
Maybe it's the atmosphere around me
Maybe it's my friends
maybe it's global warming
But certainly It's me


mmm Ok I am gonna take a shower to solve some exams as a practice for tomorrow's Exam

c ya

Announcement

I really hate gays

And i don't mean homosexuals although i also hate 'em

But I mean those people who're faking happiness
Although the don't harm me and I only sympathize with them
But it just freaks me out the way they behave
Are they all aware that they're faking it
Am I a gay in disguise?

she's very DEMANDDDDDDDDDDDDY:(

irrelevant trivia

I don't know why i have an intense feeling to ramble around with a car right now Maybe I'll stop by any coffee shop and I'll drink hot chocolate and I'll flirt with the girl sitting next to me

then I'll get back to my car and play "gary jules-mad world, then I'll smoke a marlboro cigarette and meditate

then I get back home to go work tomorrow

N.B I am not a smoker
I dun have a car