monday 9:00 P.M.

Dear X,

I am sorry I am here again to complain, I know how bored you are from me. But believe me I’ve changed, I am now stronger but I am longing to our conversations, you know why I consider you as the most intimate person to me because you listen to my complaints with no feedbacks, you don’t give me this phoney sorrow look nor a pep talk to cheer me up.
So come now and embrace me I need to cry over your shoulders. I am not sad believe me but I need to be in safe arms.

I am a stranger here my pal, despite all my very hard and sincere trials I am still a stranger.
I am not withdrawing believe me, but you know I just need to talk
I don’t need solutions or reasons.
I don’t need approvals or refusals.
I need to talk.

I talked with her today x
And I hope that I’ve not met her
Neediness is killing me
You know I reached a state that I need to be around her all the time
I need to be noticed by her
And when I am with her I try to end the convo and go away
Then I need to go back to her again grrrrr
What’s wrong with me?

Needy needy needy needy needy needy cheesy cheesy crying